Word Yarn

Random string of words wandering in my head. No particular emotion. No particular aim.

Love is lost
Missing what we had
Was it real?
It was bad
I loved us anyways.

Lovers we were
Lovers we’ll be from then
There was no her
Just you but that was then.

One day we’ll be together
and life will be better (Banks, P 2002)
I don’t believe
I hope
It’s no joke
Don’t choke.

Letting you go was easy
It got harder
Slowly, killing
Wider, border, bother
Staring at the ceiling.

You don’t think of me I know
We glow, but it doesn’t show
Because you stopped caring
and I’m not surprised
Maybe you never did
Maybe I always did
Who knows
I don’t
We lacked wit.

I let go (I can’t)
I accept (I don’t)
I smile (I smirk)
I’m happy for you (You’re happier with me).

What we had
I still don’t know
I am glad
That I let go
Without a word, a useful one
An effective one
A defective wand.

Let me go (You already did)
Stop caring (You never did)
It wasn’t all lies
All was just deceptions
That deceived us both.

Living in denial
I dial
Your number but there’s no answer
Just the machine saying our love has falter

There was no love
There was no romance
There was just us, holding hands
Sharing an umbrella, wishing on a dove
Everything was clearer up above.